As you may know, I like to talk about sex. I like to joke about it, and I certainly like to do it. I blog about it; I make innuendos about it; in general, I’m pretty much out there with it. My FB wall is known as the smut wall, and people feel safe to [...]
I am my mother’s daughter.
I’ve always known I had a great deal in common with my mother, but only recently have I acknowledged some of the less-attractive traits. I have known for sometime that my CDO issues come from her. When she bought her last new car, she dragged my brother and me to car [...]
I am my father’s daughter.
Part of my depression has been an attempt to squelch this knowledge, but now it’s time to openly talk about it.
I get my writing and performing talents from my father. Early on, I can remember going to Taiwanese parties (many, many, many Taiwanese parties) and watching my dad perform on stage. [...]
So, my sleep has been fucked up since I returned from Taiwan. I know, you’re saying, “How can you tell the difference?”, but I can. I was slowly inching towards a semi-regular sleep schedule before I left, and now, it’s crashing down around me again. I am taking more naps than anything else, to the [...]
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I have been seeing my therapist for eleven-billionty years. For the first few years, I talked about mostly-superficial things. Let me back up. I started seeing my current therapist the last time I decided to lose weight as I was well-aware of how fucked-up I am about my body, food, and weight loss in general. [...]
I am thisclose to shutting down my blog and walking away. Why? Two political reasons and a host of personal ones. As my faithful readers know, I read Balloon Juice on a daily basis. There is a schism developing there that is pretty much par the course for the Democratic Party, and things really started [...]
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Here are pics of my tats for anyone not on Facebook, especially arguingwithsignposts and Yutsano from Balloon Juice. Hey. We have to amuse ourselves somehow when it’s late at night, don’t we?
I had another flashback during taiji today. I tried to do the meditation to see what would happen, and yeah, won’t be doing that again any time soon.
Now, a little context. I had three hours of sleep this morning before taiji. My sleep, in general, has been even more fucked-up than usual since returning from [...]