You know all that shit I wrote earlier about making progress and whatnot? Yeah, you can throw that shit right out the window. I am constantly spiraling down my vortex of self-loathing, and I am pretty much going along for the ride. Remember the sitting of the kids I did Friday night? Yeah, well,… Continue Reading
Monthly Archives: July 2010
Listening to the Demons’ Song
Do you ever have one of those days where you just HATE everything about yourself? Well, I am having one of those days. First of all, I have to say, coming out of depression is hard fucking work. I always feel like I have to watch myself for any signs of incipient depression in… Continue Reading
The Space In-Between
I have always been a black and white kinda gal. Or, if I am going to be completely honest, I’ve always been a black and blacker kinda gal. In my world, you were friend or you were foe. You were with me or you were against me. Binary thinking? Oh, hell, yeah. I had… Continue Reading
Confessions of a Shitty Mom*
For one night, that is. My mom and I are babysitting my nephews, and they are sleeping over. Right now, she is telling them a story, and then they are going to bed. She went to pick them up around two and brought them home around four. We played downstairs for a bit, then they… Continue Reading
My Destination Unknown
As longtime readers of this blog know, I am a bit of a control freak. OK, OK, I am a HUGE control freak. In the past, I have made my world small enough so I felt it was manageable (look, honey, I shrunk my life!). The illusion of control was just that, an illusion, but… Continue Reading