I am exhausted. Mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. My sleep has been even more sporadic than usual, and I even when I get sleep, it doesn’t make me feel refreshed. I know it’s because as my therapist said, I’m doing some fucking heavy psychological work here. No, she didn’t say fucking, but she implied it,… Continue Reading
Monthly Archives: September 2010
Killer Compassion
It has been noted that I have not blogged in a bit. Yes, this is true. I have been dealing with some really heavy grief since my father’s last phone call. That happened Friday morning, and I let the machine get it because I just couldn’t handle it. He said he had made it home… Continue Reading
The Long Hard Road
The visit from my father is over. It was really difficult to get through, but it wasn’t impossible. Until the airport and dropping him off. I will get to that in a minute. The night I went to get him, he arrived around 11:30. We got home after midnight. We chatted some, and then I… Continue Reading
Quietly, She Weeps
This is more like early-morning (pre-sleep) musing, but whatever. In the past few weeks, I have tried to change the way I do things. I did a few of the things I planned (like submitting fiction to contests and a bit of cleaning), but for the most part–not so much on the hopey-changey thing. … Continue Reading